juz back from oriantation...
felt so stressed after a talk by the course manager...
im surprise that there are only 1 foreigner in our batch...
maybe this course doesnt interest them...

usually when im not happy abt things, i will sound it out very indirectly yet msg is delivered...
but i don understand y daddy n mummy rather tell things to me then not telling them directly...
i understand how they felt coz i sometimes do feel it too...

its actually much you care abt the family la..
u know things u cun stand it but u hav to face it everyday?

went out with sis today...

but before we do any shopping, got to go for casting..

bonita was shock to see me...

i noe somehow i look quite diff..

but idon think she likes it..

still got afew neg comment from her la..

don wanna say much.. urgh!

wth! the client mk us waited for for 2hrs lo..

fashion show at fashion bar on the 14th..

reject tt event for personal reason..

aft tt shopped for sis present for the whole day to find this particular bag..

everywhere is running out of stocks..

but when finally she found tt bag, she saw another bag she likes...

dotz..

but as long she is happy can liao...

today is also another friends birthday...

happy birthday sitian...

may all ur wishes come true...

happy national day!

after wl chalet the night has then began..

zr's first visit to PLAY...

he don like tt place..

well, we like it will do...

heez..

sis n bro keep sms mi to be home early,

sian, missed all the nice songs...

ya coz of the 7 mth...

my night juz end like tt:(

every this day of the week,

i will wake up extremely early..

walk out the long distance to the bus stop at sonic speed,

take the bus n again walk long distance to my destination..

i have to be on the dot to avoid myself from being nagged!

wad to do there in the early morning?

watch him start bike, watch him read the papers, watch, watch, watch...

before he can really seat down n talk to me...

out to town in the afternoon...

saw alot of his "buddies"

all the "ah bing ge" either with friends or their gf...

can be spotted ard the ticketing booth, chonging for tickets, lol..

the day ended a very soon...

i din even attend a friends party juz for this botak..

something i wan to say to this friend: ps.. i cannt acc u on ur bookout days... n at certain times i will stood u up... i really wan to go out with u n ys they all de... sincerely hope u will endure another few more weeks in tekong... take care friend..

zr juz booked in...

did not send him off, neither did we meet...

sorry...

been absenting myself from home the past few sundays alr...

i don like the feeling of not acc daddy on his off day..

watched money no enough 2 just now...

seats were filling fast,

luckily ytd bro booked the tickets and manage to get the middle row..

nice movie for the folks to watch, lol..

noticed something, everytime we bring daddy to movie, its always bishan gv...

tt small theater...

after the movie, went uncle frankie's house for dinner...

baby galen is turning 1!

he is so adorable..

he has a pooh toy with a pinocchio nose..

coz he kept biting winnie's nose..

ouch!

after the dinner then we realised its fabian's bd celebration..

a big big mistake...

candy juz ask mi this question

i really wan to stay out for just one night.

daddy and mummy nvr allow me to stay out.

nver ever.

21yr old n is not allowed to stay out is quite absurd right..

ya n tts me...

finally ive settled my enrollment...

so troublesome..

Urgh!!!

taking mi days to get it done...

had been travelling here and there, thanks to daddy who accompanied mi throughtout...

y cun the sch help us settle everything nicely...

hello, we are paying so much, shouldnt the sch be doing it?

Zzzz..

tho this academy might not be as well known as other schools,

i'm happy tt i don need to travel so far to attend cls..

moreover daddy's office juz nearby, can meet for lunch n pick mi up when he is free..

gee:)

sch starts on the 25th of aug..

be prepared to the next level...

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do

Reminds me of you

And the clothes you left

they lie on my floor

And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were

Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me

Yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it OK

I mïss you

i hate this feeling...

it is so terrible...

trying to avoid eye contact w him so tt i wun feel so pain...

there alot ppl ard me so i cannt drop a single tear...

thx to all who msg me...

your msg cheer me up...